At one point I thought I was falling for my daughters father again. That is over. I realized that I could never go back with him. There is too much water under the bridge.
Sometimes I dream that we will get back together and the fight for my daughter will be over but I know now that that is impossible. We have had to many fights and he has a fierce temper.
I guess I was just feeling lonely and he was here so I was thinking about things that could never be.
I wonder if I will ever get married. I have never been married and I am 46 years old. I have been asked to get married a few times in my life but it never felt right to me. Either they drank to much and they all alegedly beat me so who would want to marry that.
I feel like my time will never come. The only thing I have to hold onto is my children. I can't wait for the day when they are all grown and have families of their own. Then I can die in peace.
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