It's the control

Thank the lord above that my x agreed to let my mother do it. Otherwise we were to split the cost and it is 40 and hour. For supervised visits that is.

Mon-Wens-Fri my mother has to sit here from 3:30 til 7:30 while I visit with my daughter. Only that is not how it ended up working out. He didn't get here til almost four every day and as soon as I asked him to help me with the driving he started to pick her up at 7:00. We have to drive half way to pick my mohter up. She only drives halfway then I go meet her, pick her up and then he started dropping her off. After I was doing all of it for a solid few weeks.

Plus I was suppose to be getting her off the bus, but he wouldn't let me. He picks her up off the bus takes her home, removes all her homework from her bag, I haven't seen it in weeks, and then brings her here. He comes in and talks and sometimes it is hard to get rid of him. See it is not the childs attention they want they have that. It is the power over you they crave. If your x is anything like mine, read into this what you will.

I have chosen three men in a row who have done things to me that I can't prove so I'm not allowed to say them. You can draw your own conclusion on how far they have gone. Let's just say that I get Social Security because I have a condition called Post Traumatic Stress. My doctors say that my whole life I lived in a war zone. From my childhood on because of this war zone my doctors believe that my mind and body are battered beyond repair.

I have several Dr's. the only thing that maintains me now is medicine. When I am under attack I have to take medicine for my nerves. When everything is going fine I am okay without it. My physical body, some things I can't do anymore. Places on my body will hurt at certain times. I have medical conditions that have actually kept me back for about four years. It just all caught up with me. Especially in my body. My mind is fine. I take medicine to calm my nerves and to sleep at night other wise I would constantly be thinking about my daughter and reliving that day in court. It is my physical body that is the problem.

It is the control that people want over you. I can't point out anyone specific and I can only legally say some things. I could get sued if I ever accused anyone of anything and couldn't prove it. I have every right to say what the Dr's have said.

Take a look at who I am. I am just a loving single parent who is trying to provide a safe and happy home for my children.